Taip.padam.taip semula.padam semula.Dan aku ulang untuk keberapa kali entah.
Terlalu banyak cerita untuk aku rangkakan menjadi tulisan biar terframe di sini supaya esok esok bila rindu aku nampak jauhnya perjalanan hidup kita, untuk aku syukur setiap nikmat yang pernah aku rasa, untuk aku tahu hidup bukan sekadar menerima dan memberi. Ia lebih dari itu.
Hari ini aku buka semua entry dulu. Ada yang aku delete dari dipublish bukan kerana menyesal pernah melalui itu itu, tapi lebih baik tidak dipertonton kerana cerita dulu dah tiada, hari ini kita hidup untuk cerita sekarang dan esok esok. Yang semalam tu pengajaran supaya dapat aku belajar menjadi lebih cerdik dan garisan panduan untuk hidup aku hari ini.
Entah dari mana aku nak mula.haha.aku blur. But for sure, Allah can remove someone u've never dreamed of losing.Allah can also replace with someone you never dream of having and you know that Allah puts people in your life for a reason and removes them from your life for a better reason. I Learned 💖
Straight forward. Aku memang tak pernah tinggalkan dunia tulisan aku. I keep all my writing for myself. Dulu ada la jual sikit sikit. Tapi bila busy kerja, tak ada masa nak carik buyer. Dan semuanya tertulis di buku hanya untuk aku baca. Dan satu benda yang aku perasan bila aku dah tak jual tulisan aku, aku menulis lebih jujur dan tak perlu jaga hati mana mana pihak.hehe.
But now, im back for online. nope. not for my writings. (tulisan yang dulu dulu aku dah delete dari blog dan biar la alasannya cuma aku yang tahu. Dan kalau ada pon yang aku post sikit sikit kat instastory) Balik pada tujuan asal. im back for blogging because of Psoriasis.
Nope im not the psoriasis patient. But im the supporter of the psoriasis warriors. In shaa Allah.
My Husband. He is been suffer with psoriasis for many years.around 10 years to be exact. for the first 3 years he's diagnosed with psoriasis, from countless appointment with doctors, skin specialist and naturopaths to spending thousand of dollars on referral bills, tablets and creams and having none of them work - its exhausting! after that he had given up. He didn't really care what he was eating anymore because he thought was, if nothing was working then what's the point? keep eating junk food and everything! He was even accepting the fact that he's psoriasis may never go away. And the fact from all doctors from all over the world. Psoriasis cannot be heal.
We are just married for two month. Before we accept each other we get transparent with each other. I told him all my stories and same goes to him.we both know each other pass. All good and bad side. Dan sebelum terjatuh rasa sayang yang mendalam, dia jujur tentang sakitnya dan katanya, kalau aku tak mahu teruskan perkenalan ini, boleh stop dari teruskan perkenalan. Dan bila aku tahu dia penghidap psioriasis. I stop contact him and google everything about psoriasis.
This is my second marriage and for sure i want the best for myself. Im asking Allah everyday every second and every dua, let this jodoh till jannah. Untuk akad yang akan aku terima kali kedua semestinya aku lebih berhati hati dan fikiran lebih waras. kalau dulu lebih kepada menjaga hati banyak pihak, kali ini aku pilih untuk hati sendiri dan im direct asking Allah through my solat. Every-time! make easier step for me if he is good for me, and take him away if we are not for each other. Allah answer me, he make everything easy for us. He is take away what is not good for me. And we are married after a few month knowing each other. Despite about his psoriasis, he is someone who is proud to having me, he is someone who taught me to love myself, he is the one who never forget to think about my safety, and i know he is the one im looking for. He is really Husband material (excuse me, only for me 💖 )
And now, i am proud to having you.
And now, i promise to be with you, to take care of you.
#psoriasis
#freepsoriasis
#psoriasissuporter
Straight forward. Aku memang tak pernah tinggalkan dunia tulisan aku. I keep all my writing for myself. Dulu ada la jual sikit sikit. Tapi bila busy kerja, tak ada masa nak carik buyer. Dan semuanya tertulis di buku hanya untuk aku baca. Dan satu benda yang aku perasan bila aku dah tak jual tulisan aku, aku menulis lebih jujur dan tak perlu jaga hati mana mana pihak.hehe.
But now, im back for online. nope. not for my writings. (tulisan yang dulu dulu aku dah delete dari blog dan biar la alasannya cuma aku yang tahu. Dan kalau ada pon yang aku post sikit sikit kat instastory) Balik pada tujuan asal. im back for blogging because of Psoriasis.
Nope im not the psoriasis patient. But im the supporter of the psoriasis warriors. In shaa Allah.
My Husband. He is been suffer with psoriasis for many years.around 10 years to be exact. for the first 3 years he's diagnosed with psoriasis, from countless appointment with doctors, skin specialist and naturopaths to spending thousand of dollars on referral bills, tablets and creams and having none of them work - its exhausting! after that he had given up. He didn't really care what he was eating anymore because he thought was, if nothing was working then what's the point? keep eating junk food and everything! He was even accepting the fact that he's psoriasis may never go away. And the fact from all doctors from all over the world. Psoriasis cannot be heal.
We are just married for two month. Before we accept each other we get transparent with each other. I told him all my stories and same goes to him.we both know each other pass. All good and bad side. Dan sebelum terjatuh rasa sayang yang mendalam, dia jujur tentang sakitnya dan katanya, kalau aku tak mahu teruskan perkenalan ini, boleh stop dari teruskan perkenalan. Dan bila aku tahu dia penghidap psioriasis. I stop contact him and google everything about psoriasis.
This is my second marriage and for sure i want the best for myself. Im asking Allah everyday every second and every dua, let this jodoh till jannah. Untuk akad yang akan aku terima kali kedua semestinya aku lebih berhati hati dan fikiran lebih waras. kalau dulu lebih kepada menjaga hati banyak pihak, kali ini aku pilih untuk hati sendiri dan im direct asking Allah through my solat. Every-time! make easier step for me if he is good for me, and take him away if we are not for each other. Allah answer me, he make everything easy for us. He is take away what is not good for me. And we are married after a few month knowing each other. Despite about his psoriasis, he is someone who is proud to having me, he is someone who taught me to love myself, he is the one who never forget to think about my safety, and i know he is the one im looking for. He is really Husband material (excuse me, only for me 💖 )
And now, i am proud to having you.
And now, i promise to be with you, to take care of you.
#psoriasis
#freepsoriasis
#psoriasissuporter
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